Nightmares, Demons and Reptilian Aliens; More Post Abduction Notes
Posted: Thursday, July 29, 2010
by Paul Schroeder
alien / demonic attachment
(author's note:all images are in public domain)
I am now able to dismiss the touches and influences of trapped earthbound spirits during the day with astral hand sweeps; one visualizes large astral hands that sweep up and down along one's body and like a moving magnet under a paper which disturbs iron filings orientations on the face of the paper, the astral hands' sweep back and forth, up and down along one's body disturbs and breaks entities' attempted connections .
(Internet digital art)Metaphysics isn't imagination or mere visualizations; it's fighting fire with fire .
Tiger balm, tea tree and sage essential oil essences sprayed on my ankles-spirits make a beeline for one's feet- also helps to guarantee my unscathed, freer movements when I am out and about town without my always picking up negative entities.
Aromatherapy has its place as practical psychic self defense these days.
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Hell is a place, a time, a consciousness, in which there is no love.
Richard Bach
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However, there seems to be a resilient, stubborn resident negative entity who frequents my house, especially by my bed who without respite gives me mind blowing vivid nightmares almost every night, a sure sign of telepathic attack, a symptom of a demonic's presence.
Although I can feel it touch my arm before I go to sleep- my skin burns in the characteristic telltale sign of a negative entity making an attachment- astral sweeps and passive defenses seem to initially work to allow me some early unimpeded sleep.
But it is predominately the last dream period, the longest REM period, where telepathic attacks are most horrid; I awaken from highly structured worse scenario nightmares feeling the burn of spectral arms fully around me.
The last dreams during early morning are always the most vivid and most disturbing.
The hour before dawn is the worst time. It seems that the powers of darkness are strongest then.
This is the hour of Lucifer, the light bringer.
The worst attacks I have had over the years have occurred during this hour.
If one relives a snippet of a dream during daytime hours, if that image resurfaces, spontaneously, during one's waking day, it is a clear sign that an unclean one hidden or hiding within that image has either exited or is reentering.
One must use slash/ cutting and burning of that image using an envisioned sword to sever connections between that image and its ropy connections to one's layered psyche and then a blowtorch envisioned to burn the severed remnant stumps of vestigial connections.
This metaphysics removal of the image that spontaneously surfaced is designed to eliminate the evil one's "Hiding place" within one's mind.
The image of an alien's face or a snakelike, bug like image or a skull and crossbones demon's representation in your mind's eye will scurry from its now discovered and now removed previous hiding place.
Fighting (metaphysics) fire with (metaphysical) fire works perfectly as envisioned "tools" are as real in that dimension as the interloper is real.
Now, that's something that Freud, psychiatry and psychology simply cannot ever wrap their analytically trained minds around .
If Freud's and Jung's models are wrong, then our mind's embrace of that whole subject can also be wrong.
Even as a 'jumping off place' towards understanding the layered psych, one is awry and stiltedly wrong in one's foundation premise .
The same holds true for Freud's dream analysis models of dream symbols; he was also predominately wrong about the very nature of dreaming, itself.
If one hears voices that sound sinister and threatening one is certainly far more psychic than psychotic, but one could not ever be seen thus by a trained Freudian or Jungian clinician.
There are dozens of such examples of unseen outside influences as a threat to the layered mind, a concept that psychoanalytically trained clinicians cannot grasp at all on any level because of their training.
Passive defenses which usually work individually have all failed in unison:
an EMF grounding cloth placed under my bed sheet attached to an alligator clip and plugged into an electrical outlet's ground attached to the house's plumbing to remove any building EMF and static charges(entities use EMF and static charges to manifest),
burning sticks of incense,
a lesser exorcism banishment tape recording playing on a loop all night on the computer,
an overhead circling ceiling fan,
protective pyrite crystals nearby,
table night lights left on,
and sulphur fumes (from wooden campfire/ kitchen matches) ,
as well as constant affirmations and prayers-
have all yet to dislodge/ deter it from its nightly single mindedness.
My wife sleeps in the same tortured bed and slumbers well, untroubled like a large stone dropped into a deep lake.
She thinks that my vivid experiences and my writings about them qualify me as chock full of wild blueberry muffins, but her sheer sense of solid dubiousness has helped to center me .
Alien abductions, just like a ghostly haunting, are often person specific, and only one person may be affected, isolating that person from support in a family.
I have prayed hard to my spirit helpers and loved ones and kindred souls on the other side to please appeal for me to the council of elders.
This council of souls, chosen and wiser, are allowed to maintain their senior appearance; these are the other side's 'chosen' to ostensibly be responsible for final approval of everyone's soul- life -drawn- blueprint for each incarnation.
I fervently prayed for a rethinking of my blueprint, an appeal, towards what I believe was a much too tough spiritual blueprint; I awakened in a stark response, that same night, during a deep sleep.
I was viewing, from above, looking down into a dark enormous cavernous underground rock grotto.
The overhead walls were jagged with dark overgrowths of black mineral deposits.
At the front of the cave formation standing behind a type of a lectern, looking down into a large manuscript book, bellowing at the top of its lungs, stood a towering, dinosaur-like monster, its raw size and fierceness beyond my description, its body huge and muscular scaly and rocklike, its voice radiating rage and hate.
To the far left, tiny by comparison in scale, was a grouping of people.
They were huddling together, shivering in fear; standing as my advocates, were a painfully few very frightened souls .
Only God knows how many lifetimes I have previously lived before, but in all those lifetimes it seemed I had garnered no more than six or eight souls, a tiny accumulation of willing friends, a bare handful of souls willing to represent me and my heartfelt spiritual request.
The towering T-Rex- like monster bellowed,
"First, an easy lesson, then, a hard lesson, then, a medium lesson, then another hard lesson!", as though in response to a challenge/ question put to it.
The cave echoed and vibrated.
I awakened in bed in horror and I understood the message intended, but only to some extent; I was suddenly aware that my prayers for a spiritual blueprint appeal had been answered.
And that my blueprint and my lessons for this lifetime, itself, were seemingly in the veritable hands of a hellish creature.
How could I or my higher self or my better angels or God have entrusted such a nightmarish entity with such a blessed and essential task as my spiritual growth and heavenly evolution unless..
Had I been a pirate cutthroat, a murderer thief who had this lifetime been "shifted"; had all this evil followed me into this lifetime despite my having been "shifted", followed me nonetheless and inexorably?
But, even through regressive hypnosis,
If I could verify that I were indeed a pirate in a previous existence, how would it make life any easier for me now?
Many have since told me that there indeed are many people, not necessarily murderers, who have entrusted their souls, their blueprints, to dark entities to teach them essential lessons; that one must needs traverse domains of Hell in order to reach any outskirts of Heaven..
I have tried to remember to regularly pray since that horrid lucid revelation, to pray that the Light, that the Christ-light reclaim and resume ownership and stewardship of my blueprint and all the future inherent lessons therein, that I must learn....
Core Affirmation: "I am loved and I am worthy. I am safe and I am free. I am powerfully protected. I am master of my body and ruler of my mind."
"The foundation of all mental illness is the unwillingness to experience legitimate suffering." C.G. Jung
"The foundation of all mental illness is the unwillingness to experience legitimate suffering." C.G. Jung
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Abductions and their remnant elusive memories have opened all this for Paul, a confirmed atheist, until he saw aliens float him out of his body, in his bed, at night. Then, he knew that they were interested in an essence he never suspected that he had; a soul. Our spiritual powers that interest and addict inter dimensional beings are the very powers that can be used to thwart further attacks.
They infect auras with attachments to themselves and ride the reincarnation roller coaster with people, to avoid the death that they fear and to steal the spiritual recycling that we have.
These joyriding grays can be sinister, discorporate alien souls ,stuck to your energies, who bring a new meaning to the concept of a silent invasion.
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Top-level comments on this article: (9 total)Interesting article Paul, I don't know about aliens from outer space, but I believe hell no longer exist. i.e. the fire is out in hell.Please log in to respond to this comment.Who am I to argue with you about Hell's fire extinguished? I am no expert, there; aliens, I could chew your ears off about.Although I believe I did say,"hellish", I was, I believe, being more metaphorical than religiously directional.But, It does brings to mind,my father, who never ever discussed any things with me, who once told me,"to be careful", that ,"sex was just like playing with fire."And I recall thinking," So? well, I've GOT a hose......."So, the fire's out. I am glad to hear it, personally.Thank you for your hot comment.Affection,PaulPlease log in to respond to this comment.You're most correct and I apologize; upon rereading this piece, I now discover that you were right and that I was wrong.I did indeed mention Hell, as a traversable locale.Forgive my dismissive rudeness, David.What remotely gives you the notion that the furnace has died out?Please log in to respond to this comment.
My God Paul-- You're finally beginning to figure this all out. As the song goes: "We've got to walk this lonesome valley,nobody else can walk it for us, we've got to walk it by ourselves." The most any of us can do is stand on the side-lines and cheer you on- maybe offer helpful advice if we can.- Always- Ella-cheering you on- You can do it! I have faith in you.Please log in to respond to this comment."My God Paul-- You're finally beginning to figure this all out. "This sounds sarcasticly patronizing, as though you've been purposely holding out on me.As though, I were truculent and wouldn't listen or"cheering you on- You can do it! "in some Special Olympics event, deeply handicapped, slow, but well meaning...I am sure that you didn't mean to insult me but I can be as fragile to one's tone as I sound, here.Affection,PaulPlease log in to respond to this comment.
Egad, Paul. I can't grasp all of this mess you pour out. I love you like a brother but it seems to me you need a good shrink fo help you out of this stuff. I'm kindly like your wife, I sleep like a log. Of course, I'm up before dawn so maybe they miss me or something...or maybe they think I'm already crazy enough to get out of bed from 3:30 to 4:00 am. I feel as if I've been cheated if I oversleep and miss the dawning of each new day.You might try that sometime. Get up and watch the eastern sky turn into an ever so slight dawn which grows more intense and soon, the brilliant edge of the sun begins to peek over the horizon. The birds are already singing their anticipation of the new day. I'll be eighty in about 6 and a half weeks now, that means I have been here for over 29,000 dawns. I have not seen them all but can safely boast that I have seen more than half of them. And they are as beatiful now as they were 70 years ago.My warranty runs out next year. When I had bypass surgery in 1991, the doctor told me that the vein he used was good for about 20 years. I'm already over the average lifespan for U.S. men, all because of that magnificient vein.Sleep well tonight Paul and get up about 4:00 am. You'll be so proud.Please log in to respond to this comment.Joel, I do believe you, when you say that you cannot grasp the content of what I 'pour out'; I do believe you.The universe isn't stranger than you can imagine, Joel, it's stranger than you CAN imagine, Joel; you're surely not alone in this ordinary struggle to understand the almost incomprehensible.But I am pithy and cogent enough for even you to grasp the framework outside concept; a clinically trained professional 'shrink' is as useless as teats on a bull, in this spiritual realm, as he has had no training precedent or informal training or life experience to even frame a minimal understanding. So it goes.I did expect you, however, to glean a mere inkling, or even more understanding in that I presumed that your lifetime of wearing narrow and tightly constricted religious blinders would have helped you to have stumbled across the concepts of harassing evil demonics and thus I thought that you of all people would understand a tiny bit more about discorporate evil than you do confess, here, though.So it goes.I shall have to insist that you renew your warranty; there is simply too much more that you must learn, and not just from me, before you cash in your chips at the window and leave on the bus for Heavenly Home.Affection, PaulPlease log in to respond to this comment.When the Bible says that our days are numbered, we would be amazed at how few days they actually are; if you won the powerball lotto and only took away $29,000 you'd feel rather slighted and cheated.But, actually, conversely, since our souls do consciously go on forever, 29,000 dawns is only a tiny piece of our continuing eternity,so let's not dismiss one lifetime out of hand as a limit, an end in itself..........Please log in to respond to this comment.
I perfectly misunderstand you always Paul. You are so literarily over my head I often times do not even try to comprehend. I do however wonder, do these demons ever torture you in your wake, or do they always hide themselves in the darkness of your sleep?Please log in to respond to this comment.These are predators of consciousness, itself.They are omnipresent.Psychic and either attached to our energies or tailgaiting around after us unseen, they telepathically subvocalize; they insinuate themselves just under our awareness into our own mind's voice and can masquerade as our own thoughts, desires.What reveals them to us is their persistent, ego-alien, perverse untowardness.It can often be not unlike the ancient television show of the sixties, the Andy Divine Show, where Andy Divine's impish froggie charactor intercedes Andy's subscript internal conversational sentences with embarassing/inappropriate asides which Andy then repeats as his own ideas.This causes a confusion that flusters or thwarts Andy's expression into comedic sputters. But there's nothing funny about predators of consciousness, itself.They are a first order psychic disorder.Most 'normal' minds would mistake those voices as their own inner voices(froggies) and wrongly and honestly assume that they had a serious personal mental flaw that merited hiding from oneself as well as from the world.Please log in to respond to this comment.If I am always over your head, yet I am not a bird; there will be no danger of bird lime......Please log in to respond to this comment.Lol, thanks Paul, that I understood, you know what they say, thank God cows can't fly!Please log in to respond to this comment.In some as yet unobserved world, I am sure that they can............Please log in to respond to this comment.
Wow! Your nights apparently are what nightmares ARE made of. That being touched thing really freaks me out. I have a question - and it's because I cannot comprehend either the severity of what is occurring or how you are able to attempt any sleep - but how can you tell that the source of these sleep distubances are alien versus ghost? You say your wife sleeps soundly through all of your nightly terrors - do you sleep gently and calmly despite the dreams and crap you have to go through or do you thrash about? Have you ever had a sleep study done? Perhaps the medical folks can get a handle on just how disturbed your night's rest is. With all your unrest, I'm wondering about your serotonin or whether you are actually sleep deprived. No doubt something is going on but perhaps there is some way to get help and nightly solace. Stay with it Paul and fight it any way you canPlease log in to respond to this comment.Being touched is greatly disturbing as I feel violated-my privacy- but it is a mixed blessing because to my scientific, cynical mind , being touched by unseen hands underlines and makes more profound, more real, the subtle experiences that follow, inner disturbances that could easily be sloughed off and ignored.Being touched makes true ineffable almost elusive experiences; the unseen touches allow corroboration of the other more psychic, nontangible, what follows later.I am always glad to see and hear from you again, despite part of your name(mare) being a etymological source of the word, "nightmare".Female horses(mares) and the demons who rode upon them into our bedrooms is the origin of the word.Disturbances of a spiritual nature were believed to be the cause of nightmares even by primitive man, who knew a lot more about these things than a classroom of Harvard shrinks; when it comes to demons and telepathic attacks, demonologists are educated.A formally trained shrink in this realm is as useless as teats on a bull........I am, like Brianna, sleep deprived, as are many others who do not suffer as I do in the extreme.I shall endeavor to become stronger, although I am learning as I grow tougher and smarter where others have folded that, that which doesn't kill you, hurts like hell.I awaken after each nightmare every few hours all night long often shaken but too exhausted to submit to coffee and return to the torture chamber.I currently take a handful of meds specifically prescibed for just such nightmares and to no or little avail. Prayer always helps the most. My angels can and do assist me..In short, to answer your querie, an alien who tackles you in R.E.M. micromanages you in surreal vivid screen memory 3-D scenarios to mask an actual astral or physical abduction, scenes in elevators, trains, buses, planes and busy cityscapes; mindscans proceed where you lecture/ teach/ pontificate/ sermonize/blabble in front of people.Demons are like spiders with their eight eyes, like octopii with their three brains.Demons engage our minds with a dazzling hallucinagenic like torrent of nonstop colorful kaleidoscope imagery that fascinates stuns and envelops.Please log in to respond to this comment.Paul, There is a radio show that airs after midnight (eastern time) called "Coast to Coast" - this is the website - "coasttocoastam with dot com". The subject matter touches on aliens, etc. but regardless. If you have never listened to it or heard of it, you should make it a point to tune it or at least check out the website. If I were in your predicament, I would seek out several of these professionals and investigators and/or believers in the paranormal etc. Your situation can easily be a program topic. Really!Meanwhile, you must be a very strong individual - perhaps too strong. You have to cut yourself some slack and get rest. Being sleep deprived is not only a miserable state to be in but it's dangerous to health as well. We your fans and we want you to stick around. Here's hoping you get in some solid zzz's. Just to mention as an aside, my daughter is plagued by awful nightmares and has been for quite some time. Hers are of different topics; they are terrifying to her. The docs worked hard to find the right combination of meds - now her dreams are mostly under control. There is help and you must be very proactive to get a solution. Best to you! Love the explanation of Night female horse!Please log in to respond to this comment.Your daughter is under telepathic attack precisely as I am; short and simple.Some medications do change brain chemistry enough to simply put one beyond the negative thought entities' reach.I am more than curious what her pharmaceutical regimen is...Please log in to respond to this comment.They've changed her meds so many times and tweaked them. She's been completely changed again and the latest ones I'm not sure of - I'll find out though and will let you know. I know one thing, she goes to bed early and gets up around 8 or 9. She sleeps a lot. Get back to you . . .Please log in to respond to this comment.
And I thought I had it rough because I don't sleep. I can't imagine suffering the nightmares that you describe Paul. I can relate to one thing you said though. As I toss and turn at night, I too get to watch my spouse sleeping soundly. I don't know about you, but I find it really irritating. I hope you have some restful nights ahead of you.Please log in to respond to this comment.My mother was like you, sleepless, and was always deeply irked and annoyed by my father's deep coma like vitamin enriched sleep, right beside her.She would finally sometimes awaken him in frustration after watching him and say,"How CAN you just SLEEP like that, when I can't?!"She reported that he would awaken and would sleepily retort," Just watch me.." and then turn over and return to another deep slumber unruffled and unimpaired..I have done many radio broadcast interviews where I am the guest lecturer and my sleep impairment is the least of it all, only merely a symptom, surely not the disease, in itself........Please log in to respond to this comment.
Another interesting article Paul. Sorry your struggles are so painful and for the despair you must feel most of the time. I still remember being in spiritual warfare and that was no small task to overcome so I am not sure what I would do if I were in your shoes. I am reading a book written by Billy Graham titled Angels, Angels, Angels and he leads off talking about how some people feel some of them may be aliens. I am interested in seeing what he has to say in the rest of the book. You are forever and always still in my prayers and I still read your articles although it is sometimes hard for me to leave comments. Thank you for sharing and for continuing to hone your writing skills. It would be a great loss to the world if you quit writing.Please log in to respond to this comment.I am in your corner as well.Please log in to respond to this comment.
Hi Paul.As you may already know, I don't pay nearly enough attention to my SW inbox ... or those nifty e-mails then send me to inform me when someone of whom I am a fan has published a new article. So, I've only just found this one. My, but it has generated a lot of comments. And that is all I am going to say. Except to say that the defenses you have set up sound a bit Wiccan.I would wish you pleasant and dreamless sleep, but I figure that aint' gonna happen. I like your core affirmation. May I borrow it?Many hugs,DiannePlease log in to respond to this comment.
I am sure with time you will be out of these alien attacks and soon an enlightened man. God is watching us from a distance(right inside your heart) - Bette Midler. Thanks for the interesting read again.Please log in to respond to this comment.You, too, will soon become aware of meddling Dark Force Entities, as your "light" grows stronger, with intent to assist others, who wander lost, as ghosts.
Bright spiritual porchlights also attract and bring in moths, which in turn also attract and bring in bats...
Your growing spiritual light, in such service to the other side, is like a sharp two edged sword which cuts both ways.....Any 'shaman' worth his salt, suffers thus with intermensional bleedthroughs.....Please log in to respond to this comment.I know Paul. I have been very wary of this fact and also almost got deluded into it by an ignoramus whom I met last year. Am just holding on to that light which protects and gives life to all.Please log in to respond to this comment.
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